Wednesday, November 19, 2008
There was something in my eye!
I didn't cry i promise.
Oh, silly emotions.
Today, one of the girls i used to mentor threw a bit of sass my way and of course i crumbled in to tears. It sucks seeing people take different paths in life, that used to be so close to you.
and slowly having to watch them turn into a different person, hurts.
As i was crying, i asked God why he'd place people in my life that I'd learn to love so much, if they were only going to be taken away and turn into someone else.
and he told me, because you're the only one who will cry over them. I gave you a burden so you'd never stop believing in who they can be. Your tears are meant for prayers not self pity.
Then i got mad.
Cried some more.
Burdens help me remember its not about me.
Thank you God.