Saturday, August 8, 2009

A Tarnished Condition

Induced by a contaminated ambition.

There's a taste in my mouth that's kept me from eating
not physical food but the nourishment I'm needing

To breathe
To grow
To overcome
To know

That what was inflicted
Could not be predicted.

But redeemed and made right
By his glory and light.

My heart burns for justice
for closure 
for healing
for something more then a feeling

i can't make right what i cannot control
but choose to let go of the pieces i hold
in my hands 
they are bleeding
from constantly needing 
something more.

it's too heavy to bare 

this Bitterness.

Lord, help me.

"Open your mouth wide, and I will fill it" Psalm 81:10