A Tarnished Condition

Induced by a contaminated ambition.

There's a taste in my mouth that's kept me from eating

not physical food but the nourishment I'm needing

To breathe

To grow

To overcome

To know

That what was inflicted

Could not be predicted.

But redeemed and made right

By his glory and light.

My heart burns for justice

for closure 

for healing

for something more then a feeling

i can't make right what i cannot control

but choose to let go of the pieces i hold

in my hands 

they are bleeding

from constantly needing 

something more.

it's too heavy to bare 

this Bitterness.

Lord, help me.

"Open your mouth wide, and I will fill it" Psalm 81:10